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Bad, Complex, and Confidence: Tbh need to be forgiven for the door thing because like I said I was extremely fucked up on another level Are you coming home tonight? All I wanted to do was go for a swim e beach and invited you because agendas, nothing but it turned into a interested in involving myself in stuff We're drinking and I feel like having a lame little deep chat at dancing on couches with photos and falling over in thee akin one too!! But it's ok if not. Sorry if I've been weird the last few days Rickilee told me she wants to have a longer break and it's made me feel kinda lame and I've been read into it and probably could've just talked to me instead of dwelling Ah okay, y across like that. I didn't really wanna bring up the door slam about it behind my back. And tbh if you are going to dwell on it and let it effect your opinion on me then it, I am just not that into humouring melodrama and thats why I just didnt keep on with going to the beach like you and I like hanging out with you and we have good chats but it kind of shocked me that like 2 weeks later you brought it up and said that you were afraid that I was going to thing at all hey, I didn't talk to behind your back about it in my head, more just asked her if I should take it to heart or not because I'm sorta new to female thing too hey, it's silly to linger on And i actually think you're hella cool and I'm low key upset at myself for not making today's beach trip happen because you're one of the coolest friends l've come across in years, just wanna let you know I'm not sitting here secretly hating you or anything and embarrassed about how I've acted. I really wanna be your friend and be cool like you and your other friends but I'm just in a bad stage of life and I guess it's translating across the rest of my life like a big storm cloud. face again" (which was legit the first time i was hearing about it) like I am VO VO 5 I know, I know. I just am so used to people pushing me aside because I've always had this insecurity about my personality and I'mm constantly afraid that I'm going to say something that'll mess up riendships that mean something to me, and you do. I am embarrassed about how quickly I've come to think that you're important to me and I've been girls because I feel like I connect a little better. I still struggle with haven't felt a connection with a female friend like you before and it's kinda got me overthinking things because it means something to me. I hope that makes sense actively trying to fix that. When you get home l'd love a chat bc l do have some things under my skin I wanna talk about, if you feel I get it but I just need you to know that if things are going to be a drama or anything like I am just not invested You dont need to prove anything not sure why you think you need to dude im just going to leave it at that anyway because this still feels like its a bit more complex than it needs to Facebook gives me a little extra confidence to say these things But if you've spoken to Rickilee then you probably already know how much I value you. I don't want conflict or awkwardness but I just love to overthink and I can't really do anything about it right now drama and I would rather just withdraw and disassociate than be ird acknowledge your feelings Not to be insensitive but..just be a normal person and everything is fine And if you wanted to know whether or not to take it to heart, you shouldve just asked me why I did i and It wouldve been sorted legit Okay, I will. Im just internally struggling with something, but I guess everyone is so l can't I'm afraid to show people my true feelings because I have been through so much rejection that I kind of expect negativity from I hope you feel like chatting when in
Bad, Complex, and Confidence: Tbh
 need to be forgiven for the door
 thing because like I said I was
 extremely fucked up on another level
 Are you coming home tonight?
 All I wanted to do was go for a swim
 e beach and invited you because
 agendas, nothing but it turned into a
 interested in involving myself in stuff
 We're drinking and I feel like
 having a lame little deep chat at
 dancing on couches with
 photos and falling over in thee
 akin
 one too!! But it's ok if not. Sorry if
 I've been weird the last few days
 Rickilee told me she wants to have
 a longer break and it's made me
 feel kinda lame and I've been
 read into it and probably could've
 just talked to me instead of dwelling
 Ah okay, y
 across like that. I didn't really
 wanna bring up the door slam
 about it behind my back. And tbh if
 you are going to dwell on it and let it
 effect your opinion on me then
 it, I am just not that into humouring
 melodrama and thats why I just didnt
 keep on with going to the beach
 like you and I like hanging out with
 you and we have good chats but it
 kind of shocked me that like 2 weeks
 later you brought it up and said that
 you were afraid that I was going to
 thing at all hey, I didn't talk to
 behind your back about it
 in my head, more just asked her if
 I should take it to heart or not
 because I'm sorta new to female
 thing too hey, it's silly to linger on
 And i actually think you're hella
 cool and I'm low key upset at
 myself for not making today's
 beach trip happen because you're
 one of the coolest friends l've
 come across in years, just wanna
 let you know I'm not sitting here
 secretly hating you or anything
 and embarrassed about how I've
 acted. I really wanna be your
 friend and be cool like you and
 your other friends but I'm just in a
 bad stage of life and I guess it's
 translating across the rest of my
 life like a big storm cloud.
 face again" (which was legit the first
 time i was hearing about it) like I am
 VO
 VO
 5
 I know, I know. I just am so used to
 people pushing me aside because
 I've always had this insecurity
 about my personality and I'mm
 constantly afraid that I'm going to
 say something that'll mess up
 riendships that mean something
 to me, and you do. I am
 embarrassed about how quickly
 I've come to think that you're
 important to me and I've been
 girls because I feel like I connect a
 little better. I still struggle with
 haven't felt a connection with a
 female friend like you before and
 it's kinda got me overthinking
 things because it means
 something to me. I hope that
 makes sense
 actively trying to fix that. When
 you get home l'd love a chat bc l
 do have some things under my
 skin I wanna talk about, if you feel
 I get it but I just need you to know
 that if things are going to be a drama
 or anything like I am just not invested
 You dont need to prove anything not
 sure why you think you need to dude
 im just going to leave it at that
 anyway because this still feels like its
 a bit more complex than it needs to
 Facebook gives me a little extra
 confidence to say these things
 But if you've spoken to Rickilee
 then you probably already know
 how much I value you. I don't want
 conflict or awkwardness but I just
 love to overthink and I can't really
 do anything about it right now
 drama and I would rather just
 withdraw and disassociate than be
 ird
 acknowledge your feelings
 Not to be insensitive but..just be a
 normal person and everything is fine
 And if you wanted to know whether
 or not to take it to heart, you
 shouldve just asked me why I did i
 and It wouldve been sorted legit
 Okay, I will. Im just internally
 struggling with something, but I
 guess everyone is so l can't
 I'm afraid to show people my true
 feelings because I have been
 through so much rejection that I
 kind of expect negativity from
 I hope you feel like chatting when
 in